Bidadari Hati

Friday, May 08, 2009

the one about badrul and muzik muzik 09: thank you kak aidid, ling, shidi, arin, hezz and family... thank you...


i was already in bed, tapi what happened earlier tonight was something yang buat i tak boleh nak tidur... so, i bangun balik and bukak my laptop... edit some photos and write this posting... last night lagu duet diddy and nur titled sudah was nominated in muzik muzik 2009... we were at plaza alam sentral in shah alam since 4pm since ada rehearsal sebelah petang, sebelum recording dimulakan sebelah malam around 8pm... this is the fourth time lagu diddy masuk muzik muzik, with hilang reached the semifinal in 2007... anyway, one of the cerita yang i wanted to write pasal janji... selalunya kalau ada event macam nih, i akan hantar sms to a group of friends, sajer nak inform diaorang and ask if anyone nak datang... and most of the time diaorang akan reply saying that they will come... so, i selalu macam excited about it because ada orang datang support diddy.. i always told him that someone is coming... tapi malangnya, most of them selalu tak datang... sometimes all of them, with a few people sending sms mintak maaf because ada hal the last minute...


i was dissapointed... but nothing can compare with the look on diddy's face... kadang-kadang rasa kesian jugak... yalah, dia rasa macam dihargai, but at the end, semuanya tak jadik kenyataan... there was a time, about two years ago masa nomination lagu saling terpesona kalau tak salah i, at the same time kumpulan sofaz pun ada lagu yang dicalonkan... they have a group of fans yang occupied the first two rows of seats sambil bawak banner lagi... tapi bila habis jer sofaz performed, semua peminat cabut dan tinggallah about two more rows... it was disheartening for them to perform after that... so, this time around, i still informed some of the fans, tapi i tak mengharap sangat... just kekadar memberitahu... and bila diddy tanya if i ada cakap kat siapa-siapa tak, i jawab with one white lie - nope... i don't think i can bear looking at his dissapointed face again... memang ramai yang reply nak datang, tapi i just took it with a pinch of salt... maybe that way, i pun tak rasa sangat dissapointed...


so bila diddy dah tahu dari awal that takda fans dia yang akan datang for the event, he was more relax... sekurang-kurangnya dia tak rasa kecewa sebagaimana bila i cakap kat dia ada yang akan datang, but at the end, no one shows up... kak aidid ada cakap nak datang, so bila dia sms around 8pm that dia stucked dalam jam, i sighed with relief... thank god i tak cakap kat diddy siapa-siapa nak datang... at that time, i was so sure, kak aidid will not turn up since recording dah nak start... tapi ada a bit of technical problem, so recording start lambat sikit and by the time kita orang keluar ke hadapan, it was already 8.30pm... and it was really a good sign sebab right when kita sampai kat luar tuh, kak aidid and ling sampai... if only you can see diddy's face... it lit up like a christmas tree... and when we went inside, diddy saw shidi was already on stage... jadi penonton... muhahaha... so, sepanjang masa sebelum menyanyi tuh dia asyik kacau shidi jer... muhahhaa...


kerusi kat dalam sri pentas 2 dah penuh so we took extra chairs for kak aidid and ling... diddy and nur went on stage... nyanyi lagu dengan penuh perasaan and i think that was their best performance ever... then, tunggu faizal tahir punya performance, lepas tuh terus pergi ke paksu untuk makan sup tulang... sampai kat paksu, arin, hezz and her family dah tunggu... apa lagih, terkejut lagi sekali lah diddy tengok gang casa datang... since hezz sibuk dengan family business and arin baru habis kerja, mereka tak sempat datang ke muzik muzik but decided to join us for supper... diddy was so happy... dalam kereta on the way back, tak berhenti-henti dia bercakap... it may be just the party of three or the party of five, but it was something memorable for him... so, from the bottom of my heart, thank you kak aidid, ling, shidi, arin, hezz and family... thank you for putting a smile on diddy's face and thank you for being there to support him... for you, it may just be a little gesture, but that little gesture put a huge grin on that boy's face... so, thank you... thank you... thank you...


now, i can go back to sleep...

p/s (i) - ling, good luck in your final exam today... really appreciate it walaupun ada exam hari nih..

p/s (ii) - to those yang baca blog diddy, dia dah lama tak update blog because internet modem dia rosak... belum repair... he will be updating his blog soon...