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Sunday, February 27, 2005

the one about badrul wants to get together...


sepet...

hari jumaat tuh baru dapat tahu, i kena on air from 6am to 10am hari ahad... wwwuuaarrgghhhh!!!! pastu lepas jumaat tuh, nak balik ke office, kereta pulak mati tengah jalan... sejam tunggu a.a.m. datang, dapat tahu timing belt putus... wuwuuaaahhgghhhhh!!! wuuuaaarrgghhhh!!!! tunggu lagih sejam for tow-truck nak bawak pergi bengkel... borak-borak dengan tow-truck driver tuh, dapat tahu kalau timing belt putus nih kena overhaul kereta, banyak jugak cost dia... wwwuuuuaaarrgghhhh!!!! wwuuuaarrghhh!!! wwwuuuaaaaarrgghhh!!!! bila sampai office balik, dah pukul 5.30pm... dugaan Tuhan... kena banyakkan bersabar... tapi hikmah nya besar... dapat sms from my friend, berita gembira... alhamdulillah... ok, back to the entry...

waahhh, everyone is talking about this movie... sepet... ingatkan madus jer yang asyik bercerita pasal 'abang mata sepet', but apparently semua yang dah pergi tengok this movie tak berhenti-henti bercerita about it... nih yang tiba-tiba jadik sexcited, ehh, excited nih... baca kat leen pun pasal sepet, pergi sultanmuzaffar pun pasal sepet, klik kat wai em pun sepet jugak... bukak suratkhabar pun pasal sepet, cakap telefon pun dengan abang mata sepet (eehh, ceriter bilik tidur nih... muahahahaa...)

anyway, lets all get together and watch this movie... jom ler, reramai... pekerja-pekerja kebun, majlis tertinggi tingkap y, paris with love, pfs, madus, sesiapa jer... jom lah... shonny pun nak ikut pergi gak, so siapa2 yang single mingle tuh nak berkenalan dengan photographer professional nih, jom lah... kita pergi ramai-ramai... kita tengok wayang ramai-ramai... kita melepak ramai-ramai... kita bercerita ramai-ramai... kalau rasa minggu nih too short notice, then kita arrange kan minggu depan... kalau boleh, biar ramai-ramai yang boleh lah... for me, no problem... i will make time to go and watch with all of you (walaupun terpaksa ambik cuti, i will... )

auntie n, zazz, scov, emy from penang... taknak turun kl ker? raudha from singapore taknak datang ker? kretortd kat germany, taknak balik ker tengok sepet? y kat kuching taknak melawat kita kita sambil tengok sepet? cheeka, airasia murah apa, jom ler tengok sepet... makcik mimi kat melaka, mari ler... pisang, kasik cuti lah satu hari kat pekebun sumer... wink, wisam kasik tutup... yang lain-lain tuh... jom ler...

poster from sepet

to all my friends yang call, sms, ym, email, notes on my table dan sebagainya... thank you very much! thank you! your words, nasihat dan kata-kata peransang really helped me to stay calm! i'm so bless with such a wonderful people around me... you guys are the best!

life has to go on...


updated at 28 february - 4.55pm / updated 1 march - 3.40pm

tengok sepet:
hari: Jumaat
time: 9.00malam (sebab ramai yang kerja jauh from klcc... takut tak sempat 6.50)
place: klcc

yang dah confirm (insyaAllah):

1. badrul
2. shonny
3. sultanmuzaffar
4. leen anaksedara
5. nart
6. waiem
7. ijinkiut
8. kak aidid
9. abg is
10. dreamfinder
11. sahri
12. chail
13. wink (tgh pikir nak duduk sebelah bini mana)
14. cikanosweet
15. orgkampung
16. skylar
17. rose
18. nhk
19. nana ker? (era)
20. sempoii
21. adifashla (to confirm balik from seremban)
22. linb
23. rudi bluehikari
24. hemo hemo
25. iffa
26. abg salim
27. meesua
28. shaznilam
29. kak ainon
30. jolyn
31. tg. ean (host of blast-off)

kengkawan semua... sebab i nak pi beli tiket esok (dengan harapan sumer boleh duduk dekat2), tarikh akhir nak book tempat is 7.00pm today... harap2 diaorang bagi ler sorang beli tiket banyak-banyak sekali gus... kalau tak, kena angkut kengkawan yang ada kat klcc ngan wisam ler beratur sama *hint* *hint* *hint*... muahahaha...

lagi? lagih? lagih?


Thursday, February 24, 2005

the one about badrul and 'the american idol'...


american idol...

right after lunch on wednesday, i received a bad news! so bad that i rasa macam someone punched me on my stomach... i just throw up! everything yang i makan during lunch with two of my close friends semua keluar! i felt so sick! i wanted to scream, tapi suara tak keluar... i wanted to cry but there were no tears... the only reason yang buat i stay back dekat office pun because ada recording... i've used all my anergy that i have left in me to stay calm... and yet, the worst part is that i can't tell anyone about it! i can't talk to anybody, i can't say it out loud! the news just stab me right through my heart!

and now i'm trying my best not to think about it... because i can't do anything! not at this moment! the only thing i can do is pray! terasa macam kekosongan dalam hati... macam ada sesuatu yang hilang... but i have to be strong... i have to stay strong... the least i could do for my best friend!

to take my mind of it, i watched american idol and decided to keep myself busy by writing this entry about american idol... no! no! no! no! no! i'm not doing any reviews on american idol or anything like that... i'm not good at it! saja nak hhmmm... well, just to list down some of my favourites! ada yang i perasan from the first day of their audition, and some i just noticed it during their performances on tuesday and wednesday...


bo bice...

i tak perasan tentang bo bice in the early stage... but i thought his performance on tuesday was quite good! he knows his genre and he use it to his advantage! presence or charisma wise, takda sangat! being someone yang tahu main alat music definitely an added value... he can play guitar, piano and few other instruments... so takdalah masa nyanyi tuh key lari ker apa... suara boleh tahan and kena dengan gaya, but to be the next american idol... hhmmmmm... susah nak bayangkan...


constantine maroulis...

constantine is another 'rocker' yang made it to the top 12 lelaki... i remember him from the first stage of audition sebab dia orang buat footage konon-kononnya band members dia marah lah kat dia sebab dia join american idol... siap drummer dia baling-baling barang lagih! anyway, constantine ada charisma and his performance during the top twelve tuh pun not too bad... i'm sure ramai ler budak-budak perempuan kat amerika tuh vote kat dia kot...


anwar robinson...

now, anwar robinson is my favourite from kumpulan lelaki... ada gaya, humble dan suara yang very captivating... his rendition of andy william's moon river memang buat bulu roma meremang! i love the way he 'own' the song! gaya tersendiri... he's my favourite sejak dia audition kat washington d.c. lagih! he does have the charisma and potential to be the american idol...


nadia turner...

entah kenapa, this time around tak ramai perempuan yang 'outstanding' sejak dari mula macam previous girls like fantasia barrino, la toya london or jennifer hudson... nadia turner nih pun i ingat lebih kepada rambut dia yang macam tina turner (same last name...surprise!!!) but not so much on the voice... anyway, she does have the package, but to be the american idol, hhhmmm... not quite there yet! tapi tak tahulah kalau she will get better... still i like her...


mikalah gordon...

i believe what simon says about mikalah gordon is true! either you will love her or you will totally hate her! she reminds me of the girl yang berlakon sitcom 'the nanny' tuh... alah, yang suara dia sengau-sengau tuh, tapi i lupa nama dia... that's the reason i love her! she has the attitude! bubbly and her voice is not too bad either... but again, as the american idol, i don't know... still tak boleh nak picture her in the final... nevertheless, one of my favourite... not to win the american idol, but one of my favourite! well, you know what i mean kan...


carrie underwood...

this one is my favourite!!! carrie underwood! masa dia audition kat st. louis lagih i dah jatuh cinta kat carrie! kalau i duduk kat states, memang hari-hari i akan vote dia! sikit blur, but i love her!! beautiful voice and such a pretty face! macam reese witherspoon... tak jemu mata memandang and tak puas telinga mendengar... eventhough up until now i hanya dengar dia nyanyi country songs, but i think she can shine... she will shine... "it could have been so beautiful..."

well, macam jugak dengan akademi fantasia (waaahhh, sama taraf ker american idol dengan akademi fantasia nih?), my favourite pun boleh bertukar-tukar jugak... but at the moment, i would love to see anwar and carrie battle up in the final... anyway, this is just my stupid humble opinion... sama-sama tunggu dan lihat the first elimination round on thursday...

pictures courtesy of idolonfox

*you can find out more information at idolonfox

to my best friend... hang in there!!! be strong!!!

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

the one about badrul and bowling (part 3, the return of the king!)...


eastwest... from left: nart, me, leen and batrisya...

tonight, as i'm about to update my blog, i'm thinking to myself... how come something so simple and suppose to be a full fun clean activity for all can be so complicated? so, masa sibuk-sibuk nak pilih gambar, aiman datang duduk sebelah and tanya i bila lagih nak pergi zoo? i cakap nanti hujung minggu, but i asked him sama ada nak pergi zoo ker nak pergi sunway lagoon... dia cakap nak pergi zoo! i tanya tak bosan ker? dia cakap dia suka tengok tiger, lion, gajah, naik pony and all... and at the same time, tanya i balik, "buat apa pergi tempat yang aiman tak suka?"

just like that, i found the answer! from that 4 year old boy! tanpa rasa hipokrit, he gives me the peace of mind that i was looking for the whole day! why do something that you don't like to do? so now, with my mind dah clear, i'm going to do something that i like to do...

so to my teammates, eastwest, we received tons of messages from celebrities all around the world... banyak sangat sampai penuh my mail box... so i letak jer lah setakat yang mampu yek! (anyway, today letih sesangat... mentally tired!)


bagus lah team eastwest!!! zahid...

zahid: "aachuunnn nya tengok kak batriya baling bola! terrer tuh! mana belajar nih? betul ker first time baru main bowling nih... macam profesional jer! kalau shalin tengok mesti dia pengsan! zahid pandai gak main bowling, tapi zahid lagih terrer bab2 makan nih... alah, sama macam kak ijip tuh lah!"


congrats to eastwest!!! yeah!!!

ricky: "ayooo aammmaa aapppaaa shebang!!! i want to go support your team lah eastwest, but someone forgot to unlock the store room lah! but of course lah your team the best lah! four people also can win wan! black also my peberet color! but also i have my eyes on that wan pink wan! very the good looking wan in pink! kirim salam yek!"


tahniah team eastwest dari jee...

jee: "jee suka lah abang badrul punya lengan nih!! powerful baling bowling tapi soft macam bantal peluk jer!!! hikhikhik! macam two in one! anyway, tahniah lagih sekali utk team eastwest!!! buat team lain tuh, jangan risau, tahun depan cuba lagih! eh, macam malaysian idol lah plak"


eeeaasstttwweesstttt!!! farah suuukaaaa...

farah: "aabbaangggg nnnaaaarrrttt!!! (style johnny!!) farah tak sangka plak abang nart pandai main bowling! ingat kan pandai makan sate jer!! muauahahahahaha *bukak mulut gelak besar* farah tak sangka abang nart nih wakil mesia dulu! eerrr, farah nak pinjam cap tuh untuk show boleh tak?"


congratulations boys and girls! you're going to hollywood!!!

simon: "the four of you are wonderful, unique, and powerful! this is what america need, eehh, bukan... this is what malaysia need! full of confident! leen, beautiful, beautiful voice!!! good for bowling tournament (to yell at your annkerr!)

there you go! three entries on kebun tourney as promise! for some, it will be something to remember, but for others... well, it may just be one of those days... thanks ya all!

Monday, February 21, 2005

the one about badrul and bowling and bowling (part 2)...


eastwest... from left: nart, me, leen and batrisya...

seperti yang dijanjikan, ini adalah bahagian kedua daripada tiga bahagian... to show my appreciation to my teammates and to the organiser! lagih pun, bukan selalu kan, dapat cakap about the same thing over and over and over again... muahahahaa... anyway, hari nih (isnin) i dapat banyak sangat ucapan tahniah daripada kawan-kawan dan rakan-rakan bloggers, celebrities, ketua-ketua negara dan ramai lagih lah... but i don't want to talk about them yet... for this entry, kita akan bersama-sama dengan team dan ahli-ahli yang mengambil bahagian... kita mulakan dengan my team first, team eastwest:

nart: "saya dulu wakil malaysia acara bowling nih! tapi lama dah tak main! mula-mula tu ingat nak main saja-saja jer, tapi tercabarlah pulak sebab team strike tuh cakap besar habis... tu lah yang saya strike memanjang jer malam tuh"

batriya: "memang dari awal lagih i dah agak team eastwest nih akan menang! maklumlah, kita orang nih cantik-cantik sumer! tengoklah i pakai tudung nih, sedondon kan dengan baju! bukan macam nhk tuh, langsung tak kena tudung dengan baju! dia tak tau ker makna kecantikan tuh? takpalah, sebab kecantikan kan hak milik setiap insan, so i bagi chan lah kat dia tuh!"

leen: "walaupun tiap-tiap ari selama tujuh ari berturut-turut ankel dan aunties bagi rasuah duit limaposen, langsung tak pandang (sambil jelir lidah!) ankel boleh simpan la duit tuh buat belanja mas kawen untuk auntie baru nanti! kalau nak kira, ankel nyanyik lagi bagus dari ankel main bowling! sebab tu team strike kalah!"


strike... from left: ijin, cikanos, linb, meesua and wink...

komen dari team strike:

ijin: "awal-awal lagih i dah cakap, i tak minat bowling nih! berat nak angkat tau! mana tahan tiap-tiap kali i bawak satu biji bola tuh, sama macam bawak tiga bijik tau! hhhmmm... tak faham-faham ke diaorang nih?"

cikanos: "wink!!!! ni you punya idea lah nih ajak main bowling!!! habis lah makeup i!!! nanti kuku jari i patah, sapa nak ganti?? siapa? siapa? kalau kaki i terseliuh nanti, siapa nak urut?? kalau tumit i sakit takleh pakai high-heel siapa nak dukung i? siapa?? lain kali ajak lah lawan cat-walk ker, ok lah!!! tak suka tau!!"

meesua: "team strike main kat lorong nomo satu sampai nomo 30 ker?"

linb: "mak sentaps nok! nko jangan gatal-gatal nak interbiu mak! mak tgh pms nih nyah! kan mak pelangkong dgn kasut tumit tinggi mak ni, baru nko tau nyah! kak namm betul!! dah tau team kitaorg tak pandai, nak interbiu lagih... sesuatuh kan!!"

wink: "wahhh!! peluang terbuka luas nih! time-time gathering macam nih lah best! ada chan nak tambah lagih nih! tapi kalau nak tambah, sapa plak nak kena buang nih? noma satu? nomo dua? nomo teega? nomo ampat? susah nyer nak juggle!!! ker boleh tambah sampai lima nih?? hhhmmmm... suka nyer gathering!!! suka nyer!! minggu depan buat netball plak, lepas tuh, futsal, lepas tuh, makan-makan... best!!! oh, i think pink is my color!!!"


kingpins... from left: orgkampung, nhk, scov (pegang papantanda), rose and sumbing...

komen dari team kingpins:

orgkampung: "i kalau main bowling nih tak reti main lima orang satu team... i selalunyer orgy ramai-ramai... dua tiga puluh orang satu team baru i boleh strike banyak-banyak!"

nhk: "macam mana team i nak menang nih!! lane kat sinih tak sama lah macam kat london! kat london tuh lane dia bengkang bengkok sikit! baru boleh strike! ehhh, sandwich ngan kacang nganyin jer ker? mana yorkshire pudding?? i tak reti makan benda-benda macam nih... tak sesuai tau!!! errr, abg bing solo lagih ker?"

scov: "kaer nyanyik memang best! i minat kat dia dari konsert pertama lagih! masa dia nyanyik mentera semerah padi tuh, meremang bulu roma i tau! hari-hari kalau buat gathering kaer i mesti datang punya! i tak kisah lah! eeehh, errrr... nih nak kena komen pasal bowling ker?"

rose: "tak kisah lah kalau i takda pangkah ker, takda bahagi ker... janji i ada banyak tolak!! tolak duit korang nak lrt lah... muahahahahaa... next time pisang nko naik lrt, aku tolak duit nko banyak-banyak!!!"

sumbing: "aku demam ari nih!! 42 degree nih!! panas nih!! nhk team aku? orgkampung? rose?? scov?? eehh, dah baik dah demam aku!!!"


redbuls... from left: wai em, kak aidid, yasz, ijip and abg carl9...

komen dari team redbuls:

wai em: "satu... dua... baling... strike! meesssrrreeeee!!!! satu... dua... baling... spare!! messsrreeee!!! eh, kita tak menang ker? alah, team tuh pakai pemain import!"

kak aidid: "satu... dua... ramas!!!! satu... dua... rrraammaasss!!! satu... dua... rrrraammaassss!!! bila nak strike nih?!? letih dah dok meramas nih!!! oooohhhh, kena ramas bola bowling ker? patut ler team kita tak juara... silap ramas nih!!!"

ijip: "satu... dua... maaakkaaann sandwich!!! satu... dua... maaakkaannn karipap!!! satu... dua... maaakkaann ciken naget!!! lah, patut ler kita tak juara, diaorg bagi sikit jer makanan kat team kita!! japp, jap!! aku pi ambik kat tempat diaorang pulak!! errr, team strike... team eastwest... korang nak makan tak sandwich tuh? taknak?? hah, bagi kat kitaorang lah... ohhh, nih acara baling mangkuk ker? bukan acara makan-makan ker???"

yasz: "wahh!!! terer nyer kak aidid meramas!! wwohhhh!!! makanan yg ijip sumbat kat mulut dia tuh pergi mana yek??? weeyyy!!! wai em tuh baling jer terus goyang-goyang tangan meessrreee!!! nih main bowling ker akademi fantasia nih???

abang carl9: "no komen!! no camera please!!! no reporter!!!"


team juara!!! eastwest... from left sultanmuzaffar, batrisya, leen, me and nart...

komen dari pemain import:

sultanmuzaffar: "saya memang dah agak dah team eastwest akan menang besar! sebab tuh saya join team tuh kejap! tapi saya rasa team strike lebih memerlukan kepakaran saya! last game tuh memang saya enjoy habis lah!!!"

begitulah temuramah dengan para peserta... esok, kita akan mendengar pula komen-komen dan ucapan tahniah daripada rakan-rakan bloggers lainnya, para selebriti tanahair dan antarabangsa, serta ketua-ketua negara dan datuk bandaraya... sekali lagih buat team eastwest, tahniah!!! tahniah!!! tahniah!!!

pictures courtesy of sultanmuzaffar

Sunday, February 20, 2005

the one about badrul and bowling and bowling and bowling (part 1)...


collection from the pisang bowling tourney...

first of all, i would like to take this opportunity to say thank you, thank you, and thank you to the organiser... you guys are the best! wink, linb, cikanos, leen and others yang terlibat dalam menjadikan this kebun bowling tourney 2005 satu kenyataan! i have the highest respect for these people... mungkin ramai yang tak tau, the cost to organise this event is more than what each and everyone of us bayar... but, selain dapat main bowling, makan dan sebagainya, each of us tak pulang dengan tangan kosong... kita semua dapat piala... they think of everything... make sure each team ada snacks and drinks, sandwiches and all... hampers and trophies... and they took the time out from their busy schedules to do all these... i had so much fun that night! again, wink, linb, cikanos, leen and others yang terlibat, you have the heart of gold! all of you! and i am so very proud to be your friend! so proud!!


highest pisang collected...

seperti biasa, kalau takda my cameraman, takdalah gambar masa tournament nih kan... so, yang ada hanyalah gambar2 piala yang ambik kat rumah jer... kena tungguh sultanmuzaffar or others yang ambik gambar malam tuh hantarkan kat i, baru boleh letak kat sinih... anyway, my teammates, nart, leen, and batrisya and later sultanmuzaffar joined us... ya lah kan, kita punya team cuma empat orang jer, and bila sultanmuzaffar join pun, dia ambik aleh tempat leen... so kita still lagih empat orang kalau nak dibandingkan dengan team-team lain yang ada lima orang semua nya... mula-mula tuh kita takda rancang apa-apa pun until leen sms me dah agak petang that day tulis that team strike akan pakai warna pink! ankel terlepas cakap kat anaksedara duaposen... muahahahhaa... wahhhh!!! dia orang memang bersungguh-sungguh nampaknya! so i cakaplah dekat leen, i will try to get some black t-shirts for kitaorang punya team... jadik, awal-awal lagih i keluar pergi mines, and lucky enough, i jumpa t-shirt hitam yang ada tulis eastsidaz and westsidaz.... muuahahahahaa... tu lah bila sampai sana tuh my team tukar nama dari 'kecantikan adalah milik setiap insan' to 'eastwest'... masa mula-mula that girl key-in the team name and our team name shortform jadik 'kamsi'... hodoh benar bunyik nyer... muahahahaa... terus kita tukar jadik 'eastwest'... muahahahaha... to my teammates, congratulations!!!!


best total pisang collected...

nak dijadikkan ceriter, rupa-rupanya semua team lain pun dah pakat awal-awal nak pakai warna sama... so team strike pakai pink (wink pakai pink canteq yeewww), team kingpins sumbing warna kuning and team redbuls abang carl9 pakai merah... nasib baik gak kita orang beli t-shirt tuh... kalau tidak, team kitaorang jadik team berterabur... muahahahaaaa... it was fun to the max! how i wish boleh spend more time that day... tapi nak buat macam mana... event yang sepatutnya start pukul 8 malam, lebih kurang 8.30 baru boleh start... takpalah... mungkin sebab mines tuh jauh jugak dari tempat-tempat orang yang kerja kat kl... jalan pulak jam... apatah lagih buat scov yang datang all the way from penang... thank you scov sebab sudi bersama-sama kita orang...


'i bowled' in kebun bowling tourney 2005...

dalam semua trophies yang i dapat that night, yang kat gambar atas nih is the best one! 'kebun tourney 2005 - i bowled'... why? sebab this one yang buat i rasa dekat dengan semua, yang buat i rasa part of this beautiful friendship, yang buat i rasa sebahagian daripada keakraban sebuah persahabatan... it meant a lot to me! it has taken over the place of another trophy that i'm so proud of... plus, each and everyone of us yang datang that night dapat the same one! in a way, each and everyone of us are holding something that bind these friendship... all i can say, i love it! team strike - wink, linb, cikanos, ijin and meesua... team eastwest - me, nart, leen, batrisya and sultanmuzaffar... team kingpins - sumbing, nhk, rose, scov and orgkampung... team redbuls - abang carl9, kak aidid, wai em, yasz and ijip... thank you kebun pisang for bringing all of us together!


the best team spirit...

on sunday, i have another bowling tournament... 'bernama-bank rakyat bowling tournament'... kita tak menang keseluruhan tapi banyak jugak yang lain yang kita menang... one is 'the best team spirit'... lepas tuh nurul menang 3rd place highest score series for ladies, hawa menang highest score game for ladies, seelan menang 5th place highest score series for men... i don't want to say too much about this tournament because i think kebun bowling tourney 2005 lagih happening!

you can also read about the tourney at sultanmuzaffar and kebunpisang...

much love from me...

Thursday, February 17, 2005

the one about badrul getting sexcited... oppss... excited...


juara team nomo dua...

*note: sila klik pada gambar untuk baca apa yg tertulis dipiala tersebut betul-betul!!!

additional info on feb 18: to kak watie, thank you very much for the vcd... thanks a lot! nanti i akan sampaikan pada kaer bila i jumpa dia nanti... insyaAllah...

memang jarang giler i post an entry during the day... ya lah kan, kira macam dah lari makdsudnya dari 'after~six' tuh... usually to represent what i want to say after office hour lah konon nya... kalau posting masa kerja nih kira macam curik tulang lah pulak kan... muahahahah... tapi ada orang cakap, it can be after six in the morning, instead of in the evening... muuahahahhaa... apa-apa jer lah...

anyway, i have two bowling tournament coming up this week... friday nih lawan bowling yang anjurkan oleh blogpisang untuk kengkawan and this coming sunday pulak yang dianjurkan oleh bank rakyat-bernama... but honestly, i'm more excited about this friday event... terlebih excited sampai nak create new entry... muahahahaa.. i mean, selama i main bowling nih (not that long anyway) tak pernah lagih ada perang psychology before the event... tapi yang nih something special... besar-besaran punya perang dia! kalau shalin zulkifli tau pasal perang urat saraf nih, dia mesti dah berhenti main bowling... muahahaha... takut siot!!!

but i do agree that this kind of event dapat merapatkan lagih hubungan antara teman-teman yang sama-sama memeriahkan alam cyber nih... teringin jugak nak jumpa yasz yang tak pernah bertentang mata... dan tentunya nak beramah mesra dengan scov yang datang all the way from penang for this event... juga semestinya to catch up with the rest yang dah pernah bertemu dan berkongsi ceriter, gossip dan sebagainya... kalaulah this event berjaya merapatkan lagih persahabatan sesama kita, i really hope we can continue this... takdalah nak buat every week or every month... and tak semestinya just bowling... lain-lain pun boleh... teringin jugak nak bersembang dan melepak dengan amty, sahabat pfs sultanmuzaffar or group paris dan lain-lain...

berbalik pada perang psychology nih, i pun memang terlibat sama jugaklah... kadang-kadang tuh terlebih laser lah pulak... so, to those yg i laserkan tuh, please forgive me... sajer main-main and suka-suka jer... takda langsung niat untuk menyakitkan hati atau menjatuhkan maruah sesiapa... so, to wink, leen, cikanos, meesua, pisang, ijin, batt, nart, sumbing, orgkampung, nhk, scov, rose, abg iskandar, kak aidid, wai em, ijip dan yasz... maaf lah yek kalau terkasar bahasa dan sebagainya... bak kata nomo ampat setengah... 'kecantikan adalah hak milik setiap insan'... muahahahaha...

*to know more about acara laser melaser, sila ker blogpisang...

**additional note: untuk team nomo satu, teruslah berangan nak menang yek, sebab jumaat ini, anda akan pulang dengan angan-angan sahaja... muuahahaha...

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

the one where badrul rambles about...


picture (i)...

quite sometime ago my friend jolyn cakap kat i, 'i love reading your blog because it's exactly the way you talk to your friends'... yup! this is exactly how i talk... with grammar mistakes and all... campur aduk malay and english... a few laughs in between... jump from one story to the other... relating my entries as if i was talking to a friend right in front of me... bla bla bla bla... and i felt so comfortable... sebab bukan nak impress anyone... oh, by the way, the reason i brought this up sebab ada orang email kat i, 'claimed' that dia pembaca setia but kalau boleh nak i tulis either dalam bahasa malaysia or english yang betul...


picture (ii)...

hhhmmm... bila i fikir-fikirkan balik, i memang teringin nak tulis in very good english macam pisang, leen or macam y... their english are superb... or tulis in good malay macam sultanmuzaffar or malique... memang envy kat diaorang sebab boleh menguasai bahasa dengan baik... masa mula-mula i start blogging dulu pun, i ada jugak mintak tolong dreamfinder or kudsia to proof-read my entries... but after awhile, i decided not to do that anymore... the reason - it's not me! and i'm not writing my entries to compete with anyone...


picture (iii)...

i guess sebab utama i start blogging pun because i really want to write something about me and my life... the way i see it... the way i approach it... the way i want to present it... tak best rasanya nak jadik orang lain or to be somebody that i'm not... takpalah kalau ada grammar mistakes here and there or kalau bahasa melayu nyer tak berapa betul... i like it because it is me... i dah puas dah trying to be someone else masa zaman-zaman sekolah dulu (which i will tell you in another entry)... mostly because nak please someone else... sampai satu tahap tuh, i almost lost my own identity... that bad tau...


picture (iv)...

so to my 'pembaca setia' who wrote to me, thank you for pointing it out... i appreciate it very much... but this time around i'm going to stick to my way of writing... i owe it to myself...

and by the way, yesterday i received an email from a long lost friend masa i ambik stpm kat y.a.a. dulu... what a wonderful surprise! i have to go through some old photos sebab nak carik balik gambar-gambar lama... and suhaimi, thanks for dropping by my blog! and do keep in touch... satu hari senyum memanjang memikirkan masa belajar dulu...

oh, juga pesanan untuk nart, bat and leen... 'strike! strike! strike!' dan pesanan untuk team lainnya, sediakanlah tissue kerana anda akan kena afkeluar... muuahahahahaha *lari menyorok belakang langsir dengan leen*

*pictures by shonny taken at his hometown in taiping during chinese new year...

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

the one about badrul and mom's birthday...


mom and me...

i wanted to write about my mom a few days ago, tapi takda gambar... all of her pictures kat kampung... ingatkan nak letak gambar masa remaja or gambar wedding, but nak buat macam mana, this is the only old picture yang i ada...

nik maimunah nik ishak... that is my mom's name... ada orang panggil dia nik, ada yang panggil kak mai, kak nah etc. my dad masa muda-muda dulu panggil my mom ayang... hikhikhik... but now he just call her 'nah' ('noh' in terengganu / kelantan dialect, short of maimunah)... family sebelah my mom nih besar jugak, if i'm not mistaken, 13 orang adik beradik semuanya...

seingat dari awal lagih my mom dah kerja... her family was quite well-known kat kampung sebab adik beradik tak kira lelaki atau perempuan, semuanya bekerja... honestly, i tak tahu how my mom do it... my dad dulu kerja cikgu... lepas tuh dia ambik h.s.c. and dapat masuk universiti malaya... so, bila my dad ke kuala lumpur untuk sambung belajar, tinggal my mom jer yang jaga kita orang semua... my mom kerja staff-nurse, so ada shift... kadang-kadang pergi pagi balik petang, and kadang-kadang pergi petang balik pagi the next day...

despite kerja shift, keperluan kami tak pernah kurang... makan, pakai dan sebagainya... of course lah tak sama dengan orang lain, tapi kami tak pernah kelaparan... walaupun kadang-kadang berhari-hari makan nasi berlaukkan 'lebihan' makanan dari hospital, it was still a blessing... some times, dia akan buat sambal (serunding) ikan, and we will eat it with rice for breakfast, lunch and dinner... tapi satu kelebihan duduk di kampung (masa tuh kat kawasan perumahan kos rendah or kat kampung dikenali sabagai rumah murah / rumah kilat) ialah kawan-kawan.... setiap kali balik sekolah, ambil nasi dan apa jua lauk yang ada, kita akan keluar makan kat bawah pokok ramai-ramai... masa tuh lah kita bertukar lauk pauk, so semua dapat merasa masakan mak masing-masing... walaupun i selalu jer berlaukkan sambal ikan... hihihihii...

tiga bulan sekali, i akan temankan my mom naik bas ke kuala lumpur to see my dad... since i anak lelaki sorang, it was sort of like my duty... and i was really looking forward to it... masa nih lah duit belanja sekolah yang kita orang kumpul digunakan sebaik mungkin... my sisters will pesan kalkitos (betul ke eja nih?), or sabun yang tiup keluar belon banyak-banyak tuh... or pensil atau pen yang takda jual kat kampung... seronoknya! but i hated it bila nak balik dari kuala lumpur, sebab my mom will cry and cry and cry in the bus... kesian kat my mom... i tahu she misses my dad so much...

as long as i can remember, we always celebrated adik beradik punya birthday... my mom will cook something special or she will buy sate... and on that particular day, we will get extra pocket money untuk sekolah... lagi special kalau birthday tuh jatuh hujung minggu sebab all of us will take the bus pergi berkelah tepi pantai... but, hhhmmmm... we never celebrated her birthday... she always put us first... even my dad... and she, herself, was the last one on her list...

i remembered how happy she was when my eldest sister dapat 4a 1b for her penilaian darjah lima, and dapat masuk tunku kursiah college (tkc) seremban, and my second elder sister pun dapat 4a 1b and later was accepted to sekolah tun fatimah johor bahru... and i too watched a smile flow across her face that i've never forgotten... a smile that was a pure voluminous and comprehensive exultation that embraced her whole body... and i remembered a steady flow of tears of joy running across her cheek... it was the day i received 5a in my penilaian darjah lima... and later was accepted to sekolah alam shah... i will never forget that day...

and now, all of us, especially me, are trying our best to make it up to her... my sisters yang dah berkahwin and dah ada keluarga sendiri will make sure akan berkumpul bersama-sama to celebrate my mom's birthday... kalau tak dapat hadir hari tersebut, we will make a plan for the weekend... a few years ago, all of us berkongsi duit to send my parents to do umrah and to tour europe as a birthday and anniversary gift... kalau dulu, my mom tak pernah ada lebih dari dua pasang kasut (usually sandals yang dia gunakan untuk pergi kerja) and one handbag, but now, setiap kali harijadi, i will buy her shoes and handbag to match... i bought her diamond earrings and pendants... baju kurung and kain tudung... books that she loves to read, and i took her to the posh restaurants that my pocket could afford.. now she is the first in my list... setiap kali my mom's birthday, i will go out of my way to make her feel special... the way she makes us feel, each and every day of our lives...

Monday, February 07, 2005

the one about badrul and era outside broadcast, le tour & khai...


era outside broadcast (i)...

sunday was very hectic for me... chewwahhh... muuahahahaa... bunyi macam c.e.o. jer... hahahhaa... no lah... not c.e.o. but memang letih... on air from 6.00am to 10am... lepas tuh singgah sekejap kat awan besar for brunch, then decided that instead of driving to dataran merdeka for siaran luar era sempena le tour de langkawi, i naik lrt to masjid jamek and walked from there... lamanya tak naik lrt... and it only takes 25 minutes from sri petaling to masjid jamek... waahhh!!! makin bagus public transportation kita nih... cuma satu jer nak comment, orang yang announce kan tempat-tempat berhenti tuh macam tak reti bercakap jer... kadang-kadang, langsung tak faham apa yang dia cakap... hhhmmm... alhamdulillah, dalam lrt tuh bersih and masih ramai lagih orang malaysia nih yang berhemah... nampak perempuan berdiri, bagi duduk... nampak orang tua, bagi duduk... good!


era outside broadcast (ii)...

sampai kat dataran merdeka almost 11.30am... matahari dah nak tegak kat kepala... panasnya... orang dah mula ramai dah... so, terus jalan pergi mini stage yang dia orang siapkan untuk siaran luar era... hari nih giliran farah fauzana bertugas... bagus budak nih... pandai betul bercakap dengan pendengar dan hadirin... tiba-tiba teringat pesan kak rose untuk nana, so terus sampaikan pesanan yang sama kat farah fauzana supaya jangan terlalu menjerit... hahhahahaaaa... warning awal-awal... keadaan kat dataran merdeka memang meriah... makin lama makin ramai orang, dan makin lama makin panas... mak datuk, bayangkan i nih yang memang dah hitam-hitam sitampuk manggis, sekarang nih dah jadi hitam-hitam arang batu... muuahahhaaaa... bila tengok gambar-gambar nih, tergelak besar... sebab kalau nak carik i, mudah jer, tengok yang gelap sekali... hah, yang tu lah... muuahahahaaaa...


era outside broadcast (iii)...

ramai jugak pelancong-pelancong asing yang datang... i'm glad that kita ada le tour de langkawi... walaupun i think we should at least ada world class 'pengayuh basikal' barulah layak kita nak anjurkan such event, tapi takpalah... insyaAllah, kalau orang-orang kita selalu berlumba dengan first class atletes nih, kita pun akan improve... harap-haraplah... masa nih, i dah rasa sesak-sesak nafas dah sebab dah terlalu ramai orang dan panas terik dicampur dengan bau yang betul-betul membuatkan nafas jadik semput... muahahahaaa... masuk pukul dua petang, mata pun dah mula berpinar-pinar dah...


era outside broadcast (iv)...

anyway, i nak sentuh sikit pasal khai sebab dia adalah artis jemputan for siaran luar era untuk le tour de langkawi... tapi i tak pergi yang kat kuala terengganu and kat raub tuh, but yang kat dataran merdeka nih, i saw something different... this boy has change... dia dah jadik entertainer... i was surprised but at the same time very happy... the way dia handle the crowd, the way dia bercakap dengan confident, the way dia menyanyi, the way dia entertain... i was so proud sebab i was around masa dia mula-mula bertapak nak jadi penyanyi, sampai lah sekarang nih dia dah ada album and jadi pelakon... walaupun ramai yang kata macam-macam tentang dia, i just know he is a good kid... to khai, semoga terus success...

my 'cuti-cuti malaysia duduk kat rumah' starts today... i know that i will be busy with the kids and family tapi i will do my best to put up some entries... tapi i know ramai jugak yang cuti panjang from wednesday... anyway, tonight pun ada training bowling... so to all yang bercuti from monday, selamat bercuti...

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

the one about badrul and... eemmm... errr...aaaa...hhmm... apa yek?


picture (i)...

i felt so guilty... lately terlalu banyak sangat kerja, terlalu banyak sangat perkara and terlalu banyak sangat benda yang nak dibuat dan nak disiapkan... selain kerja kat office, hal-hal kat rumah pun nak kena buat jugak... plus my brother-in-law sekarang kat hospital sebab denggi... two of the kids kat rumah pun demam jugak... alhamdulillah dah beransur pulih... cuma elisya jer yang mungkin dalam proses nak baik... this morning platlet count dia dah naik sikit... hari tuh pun i bergaduh jugak dengan doctor kat goverment clinic tuh... ada ker nak kena tunggu platlet turun below hundred baru nak refer kat hospital... kononnya prosedur... to me, kalau platlet count turun tuh, mestilah ada something wrong kan... so, i bawak pergi private clinic and asked for referral letter, terus bawak elisya pergi hospital... alhamdulillah, she's getting better now... platlet count pun dah naik balik... now, tiap-tiap hari kena pergi clinic ambil darah to check platlet count...

to leen, wink, adie, dream and others yang call and sms bertanya kan khabar, thanks guys... it really means a lot... maaf to all yang call tapi i takleh cakap lama-lama, or yang sms panjang tapi i reply sepatah jer... masa betul-betul not on my side... oh ya, lupa pulak... my phone kena virus lah... entah apa keja*** lah pulak kan... sejak bila lah phone pun kena virus nih pun i pelik gak... yang i bengang sebab banyak sms yang bermakna buat i from friends and family hilang macam tuh jer... siot betul... hhhmmm... takkan nak kena beli phone baru kot...


picture (ii)...

anyway, lega jugak rasanya sebab appraisal dah habis buat... but for the next few days pun i will be very busy still sebab nak habiskan kerja sebelum bercuti tahun baru cina nih... i ambil cuti beberapa hari and campur dengan public holiday and weekend, all together i cuti sembilan hari... wwuuuhuuuuu!!! nope, i'm not going anywhere... just nak duduk kat rumah, main dengan budak-budak, bawak dia orang pergi jalan-jalan and all... just spend some time with them...

again, i nak mintak maaf to some friends yang ajak pergi karaoke last week... i memang tak dapat nak hadir last minute... minta maaf banyak-banyak, but i promise that i will make it up to you all... jugak nak mintak maaf dekat dream and chail sebab janji nak bawak pergi makan seafood sampai sekarang tak pergi-pergi lagih... sabar yek, i will keep my promise... i pun nak ucapkan terima kasih banyak-banyak kat eisya kerana tolong jadik eisya-dex hantarkan hadiah yang kretortd menang dah lama dulu... sorry yek kre... entah siapa lah yang sapu the one yang i post kan tuh... takpalah... halalkan saja lah...

oh, by the way, tomorrow is my mom's birthday... selamat hari jadi, mom... semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan sentiasa diberkati dan dilindungi Allah s.w.t....