Bidadari Hati

Monday, September 01, 2008

the one about badrul and my heart to kudsia...



we were quite tired on the way back from melaka... the crowd was quite rowdy, mungkin sebab that was the only entertainment yang ada for the merdeka celebration... in fact, it was not considered merdeka celebration since we have to finish the show by 11.00pm... tapi semuanya okay dan berjalan dengan lancar... so on the way back to kuala lumpur, diddy was driving... i memang letih... about two something in the afternoon, kudsia called me... her voice sounds different... dia tanya i dekat mana and i told her that i was on the way back to kl... then she told me that her dad passed away... innalillah...

i was a bit shocked... setahu i Allahyarham memang takda sebarang penyakit... according to kudsia, Allahyarham was downstairs kat depan tv... then her mom came down and saw him macam tidur... she tried to wake him up... tapi tak bangun... so she screams for kudsia sebab dia rasa something was wrong... they called ambulance and when the doctor sampai, Allahyarham dah tak ada... kudsia is like a sister to me... she was scared because she doesn't know what to do... hanya dia dan her mom sajer yang ada... her younger sister is in australia... we drove straight to her house from melaka... Alhamdulillah ada khariah kat tempat tuh yang juga a family friends... dia yang uruskan semuanya... i sat down with kudsia's mom since kudsia pergi police station to make a report while diddy baca yassin next to jenazah...

i just came back from her house... of course ada banyak benda yang nak disudahkan... jenazah akan dikebumikan sebelum zohor esok... i know it's going to be tough for her and her mom since mereka menyambut kedatangan ramadhan dalam suasana berduka... tapi ajal maut memang sudah ditentukan Illahi... kalau ada kelapangan, sedekahkanlah Al-Fatihah untuk arwah... semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman, insyaAllah...

untuk semua, selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan yang mulia... semoga amal ibadah kita diterima Allah s.w.t. dan semoga kita semua mendapat keberkatan di bulan yang mulia nih...