the one about badrul and... birthday... i guess...
aiman is recovering... InsyaAllah... tapi demam dia masih ada... so, doctor decided to monitor him and to give him a new antibiotics... tapi diaorang dah rule out dengue and thyroids... at the moment, he still has some lung infection... actually, ramai jugak yang tanya if they can come and visit... tapi with his condition at the moment, i rather not... bukan tak sudi, tapi i taknak menyusahkan sesiapa and at the same time, i want him to have enough rest and taknak dia selalu throw tantrum... sekarang nih dia taknak dengan sesiapa pun kecuali my sister, my parents and myself... susah jugak, tapi taknak sampai dia asyik menangis pulak... hari tu pun masa lina datang menjenguk kejap, dia tengah 'mengamuk' dalam bilik sebab tak boleh turun kat bawah... kesian kat lina and her kids sebab kena duduk kat luar jer... earlier tonight, khai and rosma drop by... i sebenarnya taknak susah kan diaorang datang, tapi disebabkan i rasa guilty tak pergi open house rumah khai a few nights ago, terpaksalah jugak... tuh pun aiman refused to talk to them... salam and buried his face under the pillow... yang happy nyer, nurses dan pesakit lain yang sibuk bergambar dengan khai and rosma...
25th november is my birthday, tapi macam azmer cakap, i don't feel like celebrating... in fact, i'm looking forward to it as a 'salary' day, more than my birthday... takpalah, InsyaAllah panjang umur, boleh celebrate lagih next year... this is actually the longest time ever aiman masuk hospital, and to tell you the truth, i'm not really prepared mentally... tapi macam semua orang nasihatkan, i have to be strong for him... kesian jugak nampak dia really fragile... macam today, i terpaksa pergi office and i promise to be with him bila habis kerja... dia cakap dia nak makan fries, so i bought him some... bila sampai hospital, dia tengah tidur and my mom cakap he doesn't want to eat anything the whole afternoon until i datang bawak fries... puas my mom pujuk, tapi dia taknak makan jugak... bila i sampai, i kejutkan dia, baru dia makan... tadi pun i balik bila dia dah tidur... i tak boleh nak temankan dia sebab sekarang ni pun i have slight fever and the doctor advised me not to stay there when aiman's body is still weak... terpaksalah my sister temankan dia malam nih... menangis lah pakcik nih on the way back from hospital...the good thing is, i have my family and my friends, which is all of you that help me to keep going and to stay strong...
so, happy birthday badrul... since last year i turned 35, maknanya tahun nih i jadik 34 lah yach... and happy birthday to raudha too who share the same birthdate with me...
pictures from sultanmuzaffar and sue
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