Bidadari Hati

Sunday, February 20, 2005

the one about badrul and bowling and bowling and bowling (part 1)...


collection from the pisang bowling tourney...

first of all, i would like to take this opportunity to say thank you, thank you, and thank you to the organiser... you guys are the best! wink, linb, cikanos, leen and others yang terlibat dalam menjadikan this kebun bowling tourney 2005 satu kenyataan! i have the highest respect for these people... mungkin ramai yang tak tau, the cost to organise this event is more than what each and everyone of us bayar... but, selain dapat main bowling, makan dan sebagainya, each of us tak pulang dengan tangan kosong... kita semua dapat piala... they think of everything... make sure each team ada snacks and drinks, sandwiches and all... hampers and trophies... and they took the time out from their busy schedules to do all these... i had so much fun that night! again, wink, linb, cikanos, leen and others yang terlibat, you have the heart of gold! all of you! and i am so very proud to be your friend! so proud!!


highest pisang collected...

seperti biasa, kalau takda my cameraman, takdalah gambar masa tournament nih kan... so, yang ada hanyalah gambar2 piala yang ambik kat rumah jer... kena tungguh sultanmuzaffar or others yang ambik gambar malam tuh hantarkan kat i, baru boleh letak kat sinih... anyway, my teammates, nart, leen, and batrisya and later sultanmuzaffar joined us... ya lah kan, kita punya team cuma empat orang jer, and bila sultanmuzaffar join pun, dia ambik aleh tempat leen... so kita still lagih empat orang kalau nak dibandingkan dengan team-team lain yang ada lima orang semua nya... mula-mula tuh kita takda rancang apa-apa pun until leen sms me dah agak petang that day tulis that team strike akan pakai warna pink! ankel terlepas cakap kat anaksedara duaposen... muahahahhaa... wahhhh!!! dia orang memang bersungguh-sungguh nampaknya! so i cakaplah dekat leen, i will try to get some black t-shirts for kitaorang punya team... jadik, awal-awal lagih i keluar pergi mines, and lucky enough, i jumpa t-shirt hitam yang ada tulis eastsidaz and westsidaz.... muuahahahahaa... tu lah bila sampai sana tuh my team tukar nama dari 'kecantikan adalah milik setiap insan' to 'eastwest'... masa mula-mula that girl key-in the team name and our team name shortform jadik 'kamsi'... hodoh benar bunyik nyer... muahahahaa... terus kita tukar jadik 'eastwest'... muahahahaha... to my teammates, congratulations!!!!


best total pisang collected...

nak dijadikkan ceriter, rupa-rupanya semua team lain pun dah pakat awal-awal nak pakai warna sama... so team strike pakai pink (wink pakai pink canteq yeewww), team kingpins sumbing warna kuning and team redbuls abang carl9 pakai merah... nasib baik gak kita orang beli t-shirt tuh... kalau tidak, team kitaorang jadik team berterabur... muahahahaaaa... it was fun to the max! how i wish boleh spend more time that day... tapi nak buat macam mana... event yang sepatutnya start pukul 8 malam, lebih kurang 8.30 baru boleh start... takpalah... mungkin sebab mines tuh jauh jugak dari tempat-tempat orang yang kerja kat kl... jalan pulak jam... apatah lagih buat scov yang datang all the way from penang... thank you scov sebab sudi bersama-sama kita orang...


'i bowled' in kebun bowling tourney 2005...

dalam semua trophies yang i dapat that night, yang kat gambar atas nih is the best one! 'kebun tourney 2005 - i bowled'... why? sebab this one yang buat i rasa dekat dengan semua, yang buat i rasa part of this beautiful friendship, yang buat i rasa sebahagian daripada keakraban sebuah persahabatan... it meant a lot to me! it has taken over the place of another trophy that i'm so proud of... plus, each and everyone of us yang datang that night dapat the same one! in a way, each and everyone of us are holding something that bind these friendship... all i can say, i love it! team strike - wink, linb, cikanos, ijin and meesua... team eastwest - me, nart, leen, batrisya and sultanmuzaffar... team kingpins - sumbing, nhk, rose, scov and orgkampung... team redbuls - abang carl9, kak aidid, wai em, yasz and ijip... thank you kebun pisang for bringing all of us together!


the best team spirit...

on sunday, i have another bowling tournament... 'bernama-bank rakyat bowling tournament'... kita tak menang keseluruhan tapi banyak jugak yang lain yang kita menang... one is 'the best team spirit'... lepas tuh nurul menang 3rd place highest score series for ladies, hawa menang highest score game for ladies, seelan menang 5th place highest score series for men... i don't want to say too much about this tournament because i think kebun bowling tourney 2005 lagih happening!

you can also read about the tourney at sultanmuzaffar and kebunpisang...

much love from me...

Thursday, February 17, 2005

the one about badrul getting sexcited... oppss... excited...


juara team nomo dua...

*note: sila klik pada gambar untuk baca apa yg tertulis dipiala tersebut betul-betul!!!

additional info on feb 18: to kak watie, thank you very much for the vcd... thanks a lot! nanti i akan sampaikan pada kaer bila i jumpa dia nanti... insyaAllah...

memang jarang giler i post an entry during the day... ya lah kan, kira macam dah lari makdsudnya dari 'after~six' tuh... usually to represent what i want to say after office hour lah konon nya... kalau posting masa kerja nih kira macam curik tulang lah pulak kan... muahahahah... tapi ada orang cakap, it can be after six in the morning, instead of in the evening... muuahahahhaa... apa-apa jer lah...

anyway, i have two bowling tournament coming up this week... friday nih lawan bowling yang anjurkan oleh blogpisang untuk kengkawan and this coming sunday pulak yang dianjurkan oleh bank rakyat-bernama... but honestly, i'm more excited about this friday event... terlebih excited sampai nak create new entry... muahahahaa.. i mean, selama i main bowling nih (not that long anyway) tak pernah lagih ada perang psychology before the event... tapi yang nih something special... besar-besaran punya perang dia! kalau shalin zulkifli tau pasal perang urat saraf nih, dia mesti dah berhenti main bowling... muahahaha... takut siot!!!

but i do agree that this kind of event dapat merapatkan lagih hubungan antara teman-teman yang sama-sama memeriahkan alam cyber nih... teringin jugak nak jumpa yasz yang tak pernah bertentang mata... dan tentunya nak beramah mesra dengan scov yang datang all the way from penang for this event... juga semestinya to catch up with the rest yang dah pernah bertemu dan berkongsi ceriter, gossip dan sebagainya... kalaulah this event berjaya merapatkan lagih persahabatan sesama kita, i really hope we can continue this... takdalah nak buat every week or every month... and tak semestinya just bowling... lain-lain pun boleh... teringin jugak nak bersembang dan melepak dengan amty, sahabat pfs sultanmuzaffar or group paris dan lain-lain...

berbalik pada perang psychology nih, i pun memang terlibat sama jugaklah... kadang-kadang tuh terlebih laser lah pulak... so, to those yg i laserkan tuh, please forgive me... sajer main-main and suka-suka jer... takda langsung niat untuk menyakitkan hati atau menjatuhkan maruah sesiapa... so, to wink, leen, cikanos, meesua, pisang, ijin, batt, nart, sumbing, orgkampung, nhk, scov, rose, abg iskandar, kak aidid, wai em, ijip dan yasz... maaf lah yek kalau terkasar bahasa dan sebagainya... bak kata nomo ampat setengah... 'kecantikan adalah hak milik setiap insan'... muahahahaha...

*to know more about acara laser melaser, sila ker blogpisang...

**additional note: untuk team nomo satu, teruslah berangan nak menang yek, sebab jumaat ini, anda akan pulang dengan angan-angan sahaja... muuahahaha...

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

the one where badrul rambles about...


picture (i)...

quite sometime ago my friend jolyn cakap kat i, 'i love reading your blog because it's exactly the way you talk to your friends'... yup! this is exactly how i talk... with grammar mistakes and all... campur aduk malay and english... a few laughs in between... jump from one story to the other... relating my entries as if i was talking to a friend right in front of me... bla bla bla bla... and i felt so comfortable... sebab bukan nak impress anyone... oh, by the way, the reason i brought this up sebab ada orang email kat i, 'claimed' that dia pembaca setia but kalau boleh nak i tulis either dalam bahasa malaysia or english yang betul...


picture (ii)...

hhhmmm... bila i fikir-fikirkan balik, i memang teringin nak tulis in very good english macam pisang, leen or macam y... their english are superb... or tulis in good malay macam sultanmuzaffar or malique... memang envy kat diaorang sebab boleh menguasai bahasa dengan baik... masa mula-mula i start blogging dulu pun, i ada jugak mintak tolong dreamfinder or kudsia to proof-read my entries... but after awhile, i decided not to do that anymore... the reason - it's not me! and i'm not writing my entries to compete with anyone...


picture (iii)...

i guess sebab utama i start blogging pun because i really want to write something about me and my life... the way i see it... the way i approach it... the way i want to present it... tak best rasanya nak jadik orang lain or to be somebody that i'm not... takpalah kalau ada grammar mistakes here and there or kalau bahasa melayu nyer tak berapa betul... i like it because it is me... i dah puas dah trying to be someone else masa zaman-zaman sekolah dulu (which i will tell you in another entry)... mostly because nak please someone else... sampai satu tahap tuh, i almost lost my own identity... that bad tau...


picture (iv)...

so to my 'pembaca setia' who wrote to me, thank you for pointing it out... i appreciate it very much... but this time around i'm going to stick to my way of writing... i owe it to myself...

and by the way, yesterday i received an email from a long lost friend masa i ambik stpm kat y.a.a. dulu... what a wonderful surprise! i have to go through some old photos sebab nak carik balik gambar-gambar lama... and suhaimi, thanks for dropping by my blog! and do keep in touch... satu hari senyum memanjang memikirkan masa belajar dulu...

oh, juga pesanan untuk nart, bat and leen... 'strike! strike! strike!' dan pesanan untuk team lainnya, sediakanlah tissue kerana anda akan kena afkeluar... muuahahahahaha *lari menyorok belakang langsir dengan leen*

*pictures by shonny taken at his hometown in taiping during chinese new year...

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

the one about badrul and mom's birthday...


mom and me...

i wanted to write about my mom a few days ago, tapi takda gambar... all of her pictures kat kampung... ingatkan nak letak gambar masa remaja or gambar wedding, but nak buat macam mana, this is the only old picture yang i ada...

nik maimunah nik ishak... that is my mom's name... ada orang panggil dia nik, ada yang panggil kak mai, kak nah etc. my dad masa muda-muda dulu panggil my mom ayang... hikhikhik... but now he just call her 'nah' ('noh' in terengganu / kelantan dialect, short of maimunah)... family sebelah my mom nih besar jugak, if i'm not mistaken, 13 orang adik beradik semuanya...

seingat dari awal lagih my mom dah kerja... her family was quite well-known kat kampung sebab adik beradik tak kira lelaki atau perempuan, semuanya bekerja... honestly, i tak tahu how my mom do it... my dad dulu kerja cikgu... lepas tuh dia ambik h.s.c. and dapat masuk universiti malaya... so, bila my dad ke kuala lumpur untuk sambung belajar, tinggal my mom jer yang jaga kita orang semua... my mom kerja staff-nurse, so ada shift... kadang-kadang pergi pagi balik petang, and kadang-kadang pergi petang balik pagi the next day...

despite kerja shift, keperluan kami tak pernah kurang... makan, pakai dan sebagainya... of course lah tak sama dengan orang lain, tapi kami tak pernah kelaparan... walaupun kadang-kadang berhari-hari makan nasi berlaukkan 'lebihan' makanan dari hospital, it was still a blessing... some times, dia akan buat sambal (serunding) ikan, and we will eat it with rice for breakfast, lunch and dinner... tapi satu kelebihan duduk di kampung (masa tuh kat kawasan perumahan kos rendah or kat kampung dikenali sabagai rumah murah / rumah kilat) ialah kawan-kawan.... setiap kali balik sekolah, ambil nasi dan apa jua lauk yang ada, kita akan keluar makan kat bawah pokok ramai-ramai... masa tuh lah kita bertukar lauk pauk, so semua dapat merasa masakan mak masing-masing... walaupun i selalu jer berlaukkan sambal ikan... hihihihii...

tiga bulan sekali, i akan temankan my mom naik bas ke kuala lumpur to see my dad... since i anak lelaki sorang, it was sort of like my duty... and i was really looking forward to it... masa nih lah duit belanja sekolah yang kita orang kumpul digunakan sebaik mungkin... my sisters will pesan kalkitos (betul ke eja nih?), or sabun yang tiup keluar belon banyak-banyak tuh... or pensil atau pen yang takda jual kat kampung... seronoknya! but i hated it bila nak balik dari kuala lumpur, sebab my mom will cry and cry and cry in the bus... kesian kat my mom... i tahu she misses my dad so much...

as long as i can remember, we always celebrated adik beradik punya birthday... my mom will cook something special or she will buy sate... and on that particular day, we will get extra pocket money untuk sekolah... lagi special kalau birthday tuh jatuh hujung minggu sebab all of us will take the bus pergi berkelah tepi pantai... but, hhhmmmm... we never celebrated her birthday... she always put us first... even my dad... and she, herself, was the last one on her list...

i remembered how happy she was when my eldest sister dapat 4a 1b for her penilaian darjah lima, and dapat masuk tunku kursiah college (tkc) seremban, and my second elder sister pun dapat 4a 1b and later was accepted to sekolah tun fatimah johor bahru... and i too watched a smile flow across her face that i've never forgotten... a smile that was a pure voluminous and comprehensive exultation that embraced her whole body... and i remembered a steady flow of tears of joy running across her cheek... it was the day i received 5a in my penilaian darjah lima... and later was accepted to sekolah alam shah... i will never forget that day...

and now, all of us, especially me, are trying our best to make it up to her... my sisters yang dah berkahwin and dah ada keluarga sendiri will make sure akan berkumpul bersama-sama to celebrate my mom's birthday... kalau tak dapat hadir hari tersebut, we will make a plan for the weekend... a few years ago, all of us berkongsi duit to send my parents to do umrah and to tour europe as a birthday and anniversary gift... kalau dulu, my mom tak pernah ada lebih dari dua pasang kasut (usually sandals yang dia gunakan untuk pergi kerja) and one handbag, but now, setiap kali harijadi, i will buy her shoes and handbag to match... i bought her diamond earrings and pendants... baju kurung and kain tudung... books that she loves to read, and i took her to the posh restaurants that my pocket could afford.. now she is the first in my list... setiap kali my mom's birthday, i will go out of my way to make her feel special... the way she makes us feel, each and every day of our lives...

Monday, February 07, 2005

the one about badrul and era outside broadcast, le tour & khai...


era outside broadcast (i)...

sunday was very hectic for me... chewwahhh... muuahahahaa... bunyi macam c.e.o. jer... hahahhaa... no lah... not c.e.o. but memang letih... on air from 6.00am to 10am... lepas tuh singgah sekejap kat awan besar for brunch, then decided that instead of driving to dataran merdeka for siaran luar era sempena le tour de langkawi, i naik lrt to masjid jamek and walked from there... lamanya tak naik lrt... and it only takes 25 minutes from sri petaling to masjid jamek... waahhh!!! makin bagus public transportation kita nih... cuma satu jer nak comment, orang yang announce kan tempat-tempat berhenti tuh macam tak reti bercakap jer... kadang-kadang, langsung tak faham apa yang dia cakap... hhhmmm... alhamdulillah, dalam lrt tuh bersih and masih ramai lagih orang malaysia nih yang berhemah... nampak perempuan berdiri, bagi duduk... nampak orang tua, bagi duduk... good!


era outside broadcast (ii)...

sampai kat dataran merdeka almost 11.30am... matahari dah nak tegak kat kepala... panasnya... orang dah mula ramai dah... so, terus jalan pergi mini stage yang dia orang siapkan untuk siaran luar era... hari nih giliran farah fauzana bertugas... bagus budak nih... pandai betul bercakap dengan pendengar dan hadirin... tiba-tiba teringat pesan kak rose untuk nana, so terus sampaikan pesanan yang sama kat farah fauzana supaya jangan terlalu menjerit... hahhahahaaaa... warning awal-awal... keadaan kat dataran merdeka memang meriah... makin lama makin ramai orang, dan makin lama makin panas... mak datuk, bayangkan i nih yang memang dah hitam-hitam sitampuk manggis, sekarang nih dah jadi hitam-hitam arang batu... muuahahhaaaa... bila tengok gambar-gambar nih, tergelak besar... sebab kalau nak carik i, mudah jer, tengok yang gelap sekali... hah, yang tu lah... muuahahahaaaa...


era outside broadcast (iii)...

ramai jugak pelancong-pelancong asing yang datang... i'm glad that kita ada le tour de langkawi... walaupun i think we should at least ada world class 'pengayuh basikal' barulah layak kita nak anjurkan such event, tapi takpalah... insyaAllah, kalau orang-orang kita selalu berlumba dengan first class atletes nih, kita pun akan improve... harap-haraplah... masa nih, i dah rasa sesak-sesak nafas dah sebab dah terlalu ramai orang dan panas terik dicampur dengan bau yang betul-betul membuatkan nafas jadik semput... muahahahaaa... masuk pukul dua petang, mata pun dah mula berpinar-pinar dah...


era outside broadcast (iv)...

anyway, i nak sentuh sikit pasal khai sebab dia adalah artis jemputan for siaran luar era untuk le tour de langkawi... tapi i tak pergi yang kat kuala terengganu and kat raub tuh, but yang kat dataran merdeka nih, i saw something different... this boy has change... dia dah jadik entertainer... i was surprised but at the same time very happy... the way dia handle the crowd, the way dia bercakap dengan confident, the way dia menyanyi, the way dia entertain... i was so proud sebab i was around masa dia mula-mula bertapak nak jadi penyanyi, sampai lah sekarang nih dia dah ada album and jadi pelakon... walaupun ramai yang kata macam-macam tentang dia, i just know he is a good kid... to khai, semoga terus success...

my 'cuti-cuti malaysia duduk kat rumah' starts today... i know that i will be busy with the kids and family tapi i will do my best to put up some entries... tapi i know ramai jugak yang cuti panjang from wednesday... anyway, tonight pun ada training bowling... so to all yang bercuti from monday, selamat bercuti...

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

the one about badrul and... eemmm... errr...aaaa...hhmm... apa yek?


picture (i)...

i felt so guilty... lately terlalu banyak sangat kerja, terlalu banyak sangat perkara and terlalu banyak sangat benda yang nak dibuat dan nak disiapkan... selain kerja kat office, hal-hal kat rumah pun nak kena buat jugak... plus my brother-in-law sekarang kat hospital sebab denggi... two of the kids kat rumah pun demam jugak... alhamdulillah dah beransur pulih... cuma elisya jer yang mungkin dalam proses nak baik... this morning platlet count dia dah naik sikit... hari tuh pun i bergaduh jugak dengan doctor kat goverment clinic tuh... ada ker nak kena tunggu platlet turun below hundred baru nak refer kat hospital... kononnya prosedur... to me, kalau platlet count turun tuh, mestilah ada something wrong kan... so, i bawak pergi private clinic and asked for referral letter, terus bawak elisya pergi hospital... alhamdulillah, she's getting better now... platlet count pun dah naik balik... now, tiap-tiap hari kena pergi clinic ambil darah to check platlet count...

to leen, wink, adie, dream and others yang call and sms bertanya kan khabar, thanks guys... it really means a lot... maaf to all yang call tapi i takleh cakap lama-lama, or yang sms panjang tapi i reply sepatah jer... masa betul-betul not on my side... oh ya, lupa pulak... my phone kena virus lah... entah apa keja*** lah pulak kan... sejak bila lah phone pun kena virus nih pun i pelik gak... yang i bengang sebab banyak sms yang bermakna buat i from friends and family hilang macam tuh jer... siot betul... hhhmmm... takkan nak kena beli phone baru kot...


picture (ii)...

anyway, lega jugak rasanya sebab appraisal dah habis buat... but for the next few days pun i will be very busy still sebab nak habiskan kerja sebelum bercuti tahun baru cina nih... i ambil cuti beberapa hari and campur dengan public holiday and weekend, all together i cuti sembilan hari... wwuuuhuuuuu!!! nope, i'm not going anywhere... just nak duduk kat rumah, main dengan budak-budak, bawak dia orang pergi jalan-jalan and all... just spend some time with them...

again, i nak mintak maaf to some friends yang ajak pergi karaoke last week... i memang tak dapat nak hadir last minute... minta maaf banyak-banyak, but i promise that i will make it up to you all... jugak nak mintak maaf dekat dream and chail sebab janji nak bawak pergi makan seafood sampai sekarang tak pergi-pergi lagih... sabar yek, i will keep my promise... i pun nak ucapkan terima kasih banyak-banyak kat eisya kerana tolong jadik eisya-dex hantarkan hadiah yang kretortd menang dah lama dulu... sorry yek kre... entah siapa lah yang sapu the one yang i post kan tuh... takpalah... halalkan saja lah...

oh, by the way, tomorrow is my mom's birthday... selamat hari jadi, mom... semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan sentiasa diberkati dan dilindungi Allah s.w.t....