Bidadari Hati

Sunday, November 30, 2008

the one about badrul and a new day, a new way and a new errr... a new whatever...


last week was bizarre! before my birthday, i told myself tahun nih taknak celebrate lah... bukan merajuk ker apa, tapi rasa macam dah tua sikit dah... muhahaha... but macam dah terbalik pulak jadinya... one day before my birthday, i keluar jalan-jalan and terserempak with my college mates, borak-borak then diaorang remember that the next day tuh harijadi i, so we kind of celebrated it... lepas tuh on my birthday i ada voice over recording and of course everyone tahu my birthday so again we ended up having birthday lunch celebration... huhahuha sampai petang as if dia orang nih tak kerja pulak... muhahaha... sampailah ke hari nih ada ajer birthday celebrations... and bila i kata birthday celebration, mesti ada kek... so i can expect to gain extra kilos from this week alone...

actually i realised one thing, since 2002, i've always celebrated my birthday with celebrities... i think that year was with khai, then after that with kaer, with akma, then with ning and nikki, lepas tuh pulak dengan diddy... dengan datuk siti nurhaliza jer belum lagih... muhahaha... but one thing for sure, you guys were actually the stars... everyone yang keep wishing me happy birthday every year... this year alone bukan sajer kat blog, but also on facebook and through phone calls and sms... thank you so much... kalau ada yang i terlepas reply tuh, mintak maaf banyak-banyak but i truly appreciate it...

anyway, last week ada satu hari tuh hujan selebat-lebat alam... it was about 4pm and i tengah lepak-lepak kat rumah sambil tengok astro yang sekejap ada dan sekejap takda tuh... yalah kan, hari hujan... then bila i dengar-dengar balik, eh macam takda guruh pulak... one thing kat rumah i nih, kalau ada lightning jer mesti suis besar tuh automatik off, so macam first time pulak benda tuh tak set off... hhmmm... terus teringat kereta i yang parking kat luar tuh dah tak basuh sebulan dua dah... terus i capai baldi, letak car shampoo and dalam hujan lebat tuh basuh kereta... muhahaha... teringat zaman-zaman kecik dulu basuh kereta datsun 120y my dad dalam hujan... seriously memang rasa pelik sangat masa tuh sebab kepala i mesti teringat balik zaman kecik-kecik dulu... entah macam mana nasib tak baik, baru habis shampoo kereta, hujan dah start renyai-renyai pulak... since i dah basah kuyup, malas pulak nak alih kereta, so angkutlah air dari paip simbah kereta... lepas tuh neighbour i selang tiga buah rumah baru balik kerja... dia kerja polis trafik and very friendly... siap hon lagih balik kerja... then baru i realised, i basuh kereta pakai t-shirt and my boxer short jer... muhahahaa... nasib baik takda orang pengsan...


hujung minggu memang sibuk jugak sebab diddy ada dua show back to back but i still have some time untuk pergi my birthday selebration yang kudsia buat kat rumah dia... ramai jugak kawan-kawan yang datang macam shonny, muzaffar, azni, farouk, tanty, shahrin, yin yin, joseph, sonia, jeanne, vishnu, denise and priscilla... tina tak dapat datang sebab kena pergi penang, jolyn and hafiz ada wedding kat batu pahat and hawa pulak ada show boyfriend dia... but we had a lot of fun... seriously guys, thank you so much... i think pukul tiga pagi kot baru balik rumah walaupun ada kerja the next day... siapa lah yang kena saman sebab lesen mati tuh kan... tak tau... muhahaha...

siang tadi pergi wedding corrie kat keramat... ramai orang, tapi kita sampai lambat sebab jalan jam giler... and another thing, diddy pulak tertinggal hadiah kat rumah so terpaksa patah balik ambik... sampai-sampai tuh terserempak dengan rosyam noor and family yang dah nak balik... actually sedih jugak sebab bila tanya leya, tak nampak kelibat budak-budak akademi fantasia yang dia pernah ajar tuh datang... yang ada cuma diddy... mungkin yang lain sibuk kot... tapi takkan lah dalam banyak-banyak af tuh, semua sibuk? hmmmmm... jumpa jugak dengan ummi fauziah yang sekarang nih tengah sibuk buat teater monolog... siapa-siapa yang tak pergi lagih tuh should go and watch... tinggal dua hari jer lagih... balik daripada wedding, i melepak kejap kat kedai diddy kat sebelah tesco ampang tuh sementara tunggu jam reda sikit...

balik rumah lepas tuh i just melepak sambil tengok tv... flip channels, tertengok this documentary pasal bus terminal, titled 'shanghai bus terminal'... seriously, memang mengalir airmata... kisah orang-orang yang nak balik kampung sempena tahun baru cina... sedih sangat bila dia orang bercerita tentang kehidupan dan kesusahan hidup masing-masing... these four guys yang kerja kat construction, dah setahun tak pernah dapat gaji... employer diaorang cuma bagi duit tambang bas untuk balik ke kampung... this one lady yang buta huruf, ketinggalan bas dan tak tahu macam mana nak balik kampung sebab dia dah takda duit... nasib baik dia dapat merayu tapi still kena deduct some money and one guy tolong dia dapatkan tiket balik... it was so sad... but thin one particular old man yang sangat-sangat menyedihkan... he worked for a year saving his money tapi kena rompak... one young man dengar cerita sedih tuh siap belikan dia makanan and one bottle of coke, tapi dia taknak ambik... masa interview dia tuh, dia cakap something like, 'semua orang lalui benda yang susah dalam hidup... awak pun lalui kehidupan yang susah jugak kan? tapi hidup mesti kena teruskan... kadangkala orang boleh kata apa saja tapi kehidupan sebenar diaorang mungkin lagi teruk daripada orang yang dikata...' wow, such a powerful words... if you have time, try lah tengok repeat documentary nih... memang sedih dan menyentuh perasaan...

oh lupa pulak nak cakap, last week one day after my birthday, i keluar with my parents... then my dad told me, 'dah dekat nak masuk 40 nih, bawak-bawaklah berubah apa yang perlu... dah masuk umur 40 nanti, Tuhan dah tutup pintu hati kita, susah nak berubah... fikirlah yang terbaik untuk diri kita dunia dan akhirat... jangan ingat dunia jer...'

insyaAllah...


Monday, November 24, 2008

the one about badrul and another year older...


so... on tuesday i will be a year older... cepatnya masa berlalu... pejam celik pejam celik dah setahun lagi usia meningkat... seriously right now my mind is blank... tak tahu nak tulis apa... but i know for sure i don't want to update my blog on tuesday... banyak benda yang i belum capai... dunia dan akhirat... hmmmm... Ya Allah ya Tuhan ku, semoga dipanjangkan usiaku, dimurahkan rezeki, diberi petunjuk dan hidayah, mejadi anak yang soleh serta menjadi hamba-Mu yang taat... amin...

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

the one about badrul and the need of more than 24 hours in a day...

diddy during the script reading...

i've been busy... other than checking my emails and facebook, i don't really have that much time to update my blog... busy... for the last two weeks memang packed with events and other stuff... hampir setiap hari balik rumah pukul 2 atau 3 pagi... bila dah sampai rumah memang dah letih habis... balik dari show kat terengganu, i spent the whole saturday and sunday preparing, cooking and catering for 40 people... one of my close friends nak pergi haji, so i cooked untuk majlis kecil-kecilan... lepas tuh pergi tengok rakaman zoom in ning baizura kat rtm... monday pulak ada meeting and script reading for diddy... this coming week pun busy jugak... for the past few days i've spent time with diddy to prepare him for his first telemovie... yes, i'm happy to say that diddy dapat offer untuk berlakon telemovie titled 'rebab tidak bertali'... tak cukup dengan cabaran as his first telemovie, hampir sekeluruhan telemovie nih dia kena cakap in kelantanese dialect... muhahaha... giler mencabar... but i have a feeling he will do great... i've never seen someone so eager to learn and so hungry to do the best that he can... tomorrow i'm taking him to watch 'budak kelantan'... selain daripada menjadi learning process for him, i heard that the movie memang bagus... so kira serampang dua mata lah...

anyway, i'm in the middle of looking for artist manager and/or personal assistant for diddy... we have work so hard for the last two years and i rasa diddy dah cukup confident, matang dan selesa to have a personal assistant or artist manager to assist him... he just need a minimum supervision from me... i will still be in-charged, and will oversee the whole operation but with the company's expansion, i need to concentrate on other stuff as well... 2009 will be the year for f-tersix to go into tv production pulak, apart from f-tersix dive team yang dah ada more than 30 students... and we are also working on diddy's second album and hopefully his new single will be released early next year... insyaAllah... sekarang nih i tengah buat job description for that position plus the offer and benefit... nanti bila dah selesai, i will post it here on my blog, so if anyone yang interested nak apply, you can get in touch with me... soon... but not yet... okay, need to get some sleep... tomorrow nak pergi tengok movie and we will have another script-reading after that...